Jessica and the mislead

Hi, I am Jessica Ellen Barnum, How are you

Good morning my friend hope you’re doing good and you are too I’m going out for lunch with the girls I hope you’re having fun

I need time out with the girls after the death of my husband. I didn’t have much of an appetite. “Eat Julia” they said.

But how could I possibly eat something ? Everything reminded me of him. Everything had a connection to our life together.

Every time I did something, it felt like I was driving further and further away from myself. Until eventually, I went throughout the motions like anyone else, yet without my emotions. Which were forever out of reach.